i messed up and pressed the wrong keys.
my entry was eaten up.
i’m in d middle of writing the review anyway.
it’s just that tonight was so wrong.
it’s just so wrong.
i don’t deserve this.
i don’t deserve to be stuck in this pit of misery my entire youth, trying to be a good girl for you.
i hate feeling so guilty of refusal.
i hate the fact that you don’t even understand.
if we hate each other.
would that have been better?