after a whole day of working your souls’ limits off, sleeping would be what’s needed. but that would be jst plain boring – at a moment like this.
so, this is how i unwind.
try and find somethng to read while i figure out a way to write.
today was crazy-hectic-nerve-wrecking [for reasons which shall not be disclosed].
i will not curse [or cuss] now. not here.
but i believe
that there is a time for everyone.
and at times i get surprised by creatures who would put themselves before the colony.
what are your intentions, exactly(?)
i would really like to know.
is this the way that it should be (?)
does it look like i don’t feel a thing (?)
do you not know (?) how much i bleed in moments like these (?)
don’t answer that.
i don’t need you to tell me what i don’t wanna hear.