baru lepas copy jdual exam.
my last paper is veryy late.
i can’t really picture myslf taking exams yet, there’s still so much to do.
but the problem is getting myslf to do it.
aftr the whole D-day extravaganza, i don’t feel like working on anythng yet.
it’s jst that i feel like i still haven’t gotten over the shock.
i still have not felt normal yet.
laa..teruk sgt ke?
pesal tibe2 jd pemalas ni.
i don’t know.
i just don’t feel like it.
i felt like i still haven’t got my break yet. even after i slaved myslf off for about a month and 14days. i don’t have my own sweet time to do my own sweet things after all that elaborate thing.
life’s a game but it’s not fair
i break the rules so i don’t care
so i keep doin my own thing
walkin tall against the rain
i’m just.. tired.
i can’t process a lot of things right now.
this looks like the calm before the storm.
i don’t even have a place for my industrial attachment yet.
i’ve been searching and applying since months and months ago. even until ysterday night, i was still submitting my application.
it’s just not that easy.
i don’t have a lot of things.
and i’m trying to cope.
to bend and not break.
so i shall give it a bit of time, though there’s not much time left.
but i don’t think it’s fair when people who aren’t helping are the people who’re putting the pressure. on me.
it’s just.. tiring.
i’m just tired.
i need to breathe again.
please stop asking.