home alone

Published January 30, 2010 by crystalights

 

well, that was something.

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maybe it’s a sign.

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if i can put up with this then maybe i can put up with leaving the country (?)

yeah right.

yelah tu.

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screaming on the phone in the middle of a train station.

that is not what people call putting up with things.

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i really have to work on my anger management skills.

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sometimes, i don’t think i’m being honest.

sometimes, being honest is dangerous.

and i don’t like things that are dangerous.

i can tolerate serious, or  mysterious, but not dangerous.

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right now i’m trying to ignore the fact that i’m the only one here in this house tonight.

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well.

it’s like

i don’t feel safe anywhere.

not that it matters when you’re just pretending

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