easy

Published April 10, 2010 by crystalights

 

my industrial attachment presentation is on monday.

.

today is saturday.

a couple of days to go.

i don’t feel quite right.

the adrenalin rush is building up slowly.

and the next thing i know, it could end up like my previous presentations : hyperventilating! like mad!

if i were a singer, i’d probably ruin my own concert.

and sound like rod stewart singing hip hop.

because when i breathe too quickly my voice tone goes UP and DOWN like crazy.

and then it comes out sounding like a vibrato through the sound system.

.

sometimes i hate my own heart beating.

so erratic and unstable.

so easily SURPRISED.

so easily touched and moved.

so open and unarmed.

and so stupid.

.

my heart is so easy to manhandle.

so easy to manipulate.

so easy to pluck and chuck

and damage.

.

what an easy piece of meat.

.

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