someone like you

Published April 12, 2010 by crystalights

 

i’m upset.

.

i’m tired and everything hurts.

.

i don’t care i’m going to sleep like my sanity depends on it.

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i’ve given what i have to give like my whole life depends on it

.

so i’ll do whatever i want to do whenever i want to.

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i’m not here to fulfil anybody’s expectation but myself.

i don’t have to feel like this whenever you decide to drop a few words.

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i’ll be fine.

i MUST be better than fine.

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you’re not the one to define my life.

and i’m not the one whose life needs to be defined by someone like you.

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i’ll be the good girl and step back nicely

i don’t have to answer something that you’ll insist on triumphing only to let it escalate into an unworthy word war

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because i’m done with debates and argumentative speaking

it’s just not worth the time and energy

and i don’t feel that i have the luxury for such things at a time like this.

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but of course

people like you wouldn’t understand

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you were born to win

always.

all the time.

forever.

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winning is your way of life

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