aper masalahnye. aku tak boleh tanye ke?
i was there from the beginning, don’t i at least deserve to know?
at least bile balas (beberape hari kemudian) tu jawabla soalan aku.
so do i have to ask the same questions multiple times and give a few days just for you to respond with something that doesn’t even answer my question but is another request itself?
ingat aku ni ape?
aku bukannye nak mendesak something yg diluar kemampuan atau keinginan kau la
aku cume tak nak kau tertinggal
ko tak paham ke ikhlas tu aper
klau sume org assume yg aku akan give a damn about everybody’s affairs then seriously, i have to say this right now:
at least not all the time.
but the ones who somehow found their way to my door, i don’t push them away.
because there has to be a reason why they’re there and not somewhere else.
maybe destiny has placed them with me for a cause
and i accept that.
really, i do.
because i believe in these things.
so if i give my heart and soul for something i would want to know if that something lives and grows
i deserve at least that much
i don’t care if it looks very self-centred and demanding
but i think it’s fair when you give your time and energy to something which isn’t even yours
you have to understand that every single time you take something from someone they have a share in it too
that’s the whole deal
don’t take things and people for granted
you won’t have the same people
or the same things forever
life isn’t easy
not everything is prepared and delivered at your doorstep
not everyone will stop and look after you
it’s not a fairytale
no clear endings
anyone can leave or be left behind
even if you don’t. leave. people behind.
they just might leave you