what day is it?
it seems that i have lost all sense of time.
this sadness feels endless
i should feel better soon
i really should.
i’m just tired
i tried so hard and got so far
but in the end it doesn’t even matter
why can’t i have what i really want?
don’t i deserve one speck of happiness in my ordinary life?
after all that mess
why am i denied of the one thing that i’ve ever wanted.
the one thing that i wanted the most