i didn’t go to today’s wedding afterall.
i woke up and felt so dizzy i couldn’t even lift my head.
so after some sleeping i woke up again and found something to read for a bit
and then i went to the kitchen and cooked
but it turned out to be a lot for two people to eat so i scooped some and got her to send it to someone for me.
it felt a lot like a peace offering after what happened that day though
i took a shower and searched for something to wear
i found my off-white top
my older sister’s red mickey mouse shirt
my mum’s old long skirt
my litle sister’s white scarf
decided on the top with a blue dress and shorts. but i missed those old dresses (i wonder where they are).
cooking was nice.
i wasn’t interrupted or ordered around, and the ingredients were enough.
i feel so tired i don’t know why.
there was someone who
unexpectedly crossed my mind.
i saw him in my dreams this morning, right before i wake up.
i don’t know why he’s there
i don’t think i’ve been thinking of him at all recently.
maybe that was just one of those random dreams bcause my brain is tired.