i really should sleep now.
something happened tonight and i have to (be the one to) tell my parents tomorrow (in the best possible way).
i think i almost had a heart attack when i picked up the phone.
but because it was a huge emergency i couldn’t just freak out and cower.
just got to pull myself together so that the one on the other line can pull their selves together and deal with things.
at least everyone’s okay now, that’s the most important thing.
i have to be prepared so that i don’t accidentally say the wrong things (again) if something like this requires my attention (again).
(and this is off-topic but what the hell are people doing looking for rated videos on wordpress?)