“i’m sorry but i don’t think i can make it. ..bye.”
i don’t have to feel bad because this is just one of those things that i know i shouldn’t waste my time, money and energy on.
i have too much to lose so i chose to let this pass
and the next one is different because it’s something that i can accomodate to more compared to this one
i don’t have to feel guilty because this is life
and in it choices and decisions have to be made
and something like this isn’t entirely wrong because every little path that i choose will lead to something somehow so there must be something there at the end of it no matter what i choose to do or not do
i don’t have to be afraid
because this is my life and my decision.