i don’t need to think too much about it, right?
i shouldn’t even have spoken about it.
if they call i’ll just go- afterall it’s probably my only possible attempt at normality
i shouldn’t have said anything about it
because we’re not normal like that
we don’t share and solve, we solve and then share
we just report to each other, we don’t solve each other’s problems
this is how it should continue to be
this is probably why the idea of dependency repulses me so much