okay so maybe i don’t really know what people normally talk about on the phone
i could be socially retarded afterall
i don’t know, okay.
but still you don’t have to rub it in my face
i can’t help it if i don’t stop myself just in time before i make a fool out of myself
i can’t help it if i become a bit tactless and blunt when my mind’s elsewhere
i hate explaining myself all the time – that’s not my style
i hate clarifying things to other people to show that i’m not guilty – because i don’t like feeling as if my life’s on trial.
i think i can do whatever i want, whenever i want to
and if people feel that they don’t “connect” very well with me than i guess that’s fine
it’s not like i can be bothered by it
it’s not like i should give a damn about it
when i talk it’s A to Z
if you just wanna listen to the U without starting at A, then i won’t talk at all
and you don’t have to listen at all.
you wanna listen, start from the beginning
if you don’t then i won’t.
i don’t have to mould my story to fit into your needs
i’m not uncaring, i’m undeterred.
i’m comfortable in my own skin
i don’t need a second opinion, a sugar coater
i take care of myself
and whatever happens it’s important that i know that i take responsibilities for whatever i do on my own
i’m not angry or hurt i’m just annoyed
i wasn’t really telling evryone about some things because it’s a hassle-
leceh. menyusahkan. malas.
malas nak cakap.
pandai2 sendiri la nak handle
i’m not a little girl