kz’ father passed away this afternoon.
there was an accident and he didn’t make it to the hospital.
a few days before that he was there for atn’s brother’s funeral.
takziah utk sekeluarga.
it’s the 3rd passing since the past few weeks
i picked up the phone
and couldn’t find the words to say.
for both of them
i wished i was a better friend
who could tell them exactly how much i feel
but all i can do is stutter a few words
until the other end of the line says:
it’s okay i understand
there’s this weight upon my heart that tells me
no one can understand if i don’t say it
but i secretly hoped that there are a few who could
the very rare few who would
because maybe we are people who share a secret link
even when we’re miles apart