but you are always like that.
“yang kau kene tu tak teruk. lain la kalau (like this like that bla bla bla etc.)”
you always put things into your own personal logic.
your own idea of right.
the fact is that you can say tonnes of things about other people like it means nothing at all because you’ve never been through all of that AT ALL.
if it was you, do you think you would be able to do everything that everybody else did when they were in such situations?
if it was you, if it was your turn spilling your story to me would you be able to listen to me while i say:
“yang kau kene tu tak teruk pun. lain la kalau (like this like that bla bla bla etc.)”
so dengar ni.
i have my self-centredness too.
aku bukan perempuan baik hati yg tak pernah ambil hati kecik hati atau jauh hati.
i value my time and energy and the people i spend my time and energy on.
memang aku kisah.
sebab aku rase aku tak perlu jadi mcm tu utk org lain di tempat aku sendiri.
if people want to think that i am a bad example of a person, then i don’t really give a damn.
maybe i’m not a good example of a person, a girl, a woman, a daughter, or whatever.
even if i’m not a good example to the entire human population, at least i know what i am
and i am not a liar. a sugar-coater. a truth-suppressor. a belittling ass.
i don’t jump forward to spur my logic of how everything “isn’t so bad” to people when they have painstakingly poured their hearts out to me.
if there is anything that this world needs, it is not your “that isn’t so bad” quote.
if things are bad then they ARE bad.
and nothing can change the fact that it is. BAD.
kalau teruk cakap je teruk.
kalau tak betul cakap je tak betul.
just tell it as it is.
perlu ke selindungkan kebenaran setiap kali peluang utk berkata benar itu datang?
tak penat ke hidup macam ni?