aku rase sbb tu kot aku ni mcm ni.
sbb aku dah biase hadapi keadaan dimana org yg aku harapkan tak boleh aku harapkan.
last2 aku jugak yg selesaikan masalah.
mintak tolong pd org hanye memenatkan badan aku je.
aku rase aku memang tak boleh depend on anyone other than me.
aku nak percaye pun susah.
sbb byk masalah.
i think in life the only constant that is omnipresent and forever present is god.
and with that i rest my case.
(yes my heart hurts. my back hurts. everything seems to hurt more when you’re pushed to your limits).
seolah2 dier tak kisah pun psl keselamatan (aku).
yg dier sibuk nak ambik kisah is how much money i can save and earn.
nak suruh aku go gang up with some strangers in another land who wouldn’t mind pitching together cash to save on accomodations. how NICE.
i mean, how nice is that, putting aside the possibilities of finding good, civilized people with no ulterior motives and no criminal record amongst all those whom i don’t really know.
why not you just feed me to the sharks and take all my money?
at least then i don’t have to think about how on earth i put up with your demands.