and one more thing before i go,
i don’t think i’m a very good, unselfish, human being.
but believe me when i say that i am trying
to not be as much as i was (and still am)
these days i am constantly reminded of how horrible i am.
it’s not very surprising to me,
but i surprisingly am feeling a little tired
of being difficult
just like how today was my fault
(because i thought it is the way that i planned). the way that i felt it should be (even when it wasn’t).
keras. kering. hitam.