since no one’s really home these couple of days,
i find myself randomly domesticated.
it’s painfully quiet. i guess i needed the distraction.
so i woke up, showered. taught my morning class.
did the laundry.
scrubbed the bathroom.
and cooked. (even when i’m not really hungry).
but what else should i have done i just didn’t know how to get rid of this sinking feeling (that i’m gonna have to get used to this state of being away from people).
i can’t even fall asleep when i really want to. or take a nap.
so i made myself busy.
read up on pasta.
cooked the pasta.
ate the pasta.
cooking is allright. when no one’s interfering in what you do.
it’s a good distraction.
so after a day of self-enriching activities (and locking & unlocking the doors wondering if i’m safe on my own)
i wanna try sleeping.
like right now.