a lot of things are happenning all at the same time
and i don’t know if i can do this.
i find myself reading the same lines over and over again
and not writing a word yet.
i wish that i don’t have to feel. anything.
i know that i can’t keep on being like this
and people like you are possibly going through something complicated too
but i don’t know
i feel like i’m here to find something
but i lost something else along the way even before i knew what i was looking for.
what i feel isn’t important.
even if i cry
i still have 3 papers to write.
i should just pull myself together and start writing.