are you still there?
even if you’re not there, i feel like i will still keep on writing. it doesn’t matter if you don’t say anything back, it doesn’t matter if i don’t know what’s happening on your part of the world, i will get there someday, insyaAllah.
isn’t loyalty, faith and perseverance among those qualities that help people (like you) live?
so i want to do that too. i want to have a little bit of that.
even when i let people treat me like a child sometimes, i know i’m not one.
i am a grown-up adult.
i have things i have to be accountable for.
things i have to fulfil.
it’s not like i still have people holding my hands when i cross the road.
i just have people touching my back to tell me to move out of the way now.
i have class tomorrow. on a sunday. frm 9 to 5.
there are people i don’t really have much guts to speak to, you know.
not because i’m afraid, but because i’m trying to reduce risks.
it’s a long story.
and i might be wrong.
but i don’t know if i should care anymore.
i’ll just let things pass and i’ll just pass by.
whatever that means.
have to go.
tomorrow, another few-thousand-words assignment will come.