yes sir, yes sir, 3 bags full

Published April 26, 2011 by crystalights

Yes she is going to have her own family. Well, not just X, there are more to come after this.

yes i understand.

yes aku boleh terima kenyataan.

yes i’m not in denial or disillusioned or out of touch with the normal life stages of a human being.

yes i know what you know too – i just feel a bit sad. because by the time i come back bukan stakat this friend won’t be there, bahkan mungkin seluruh hidup yg prnah aku tahu would disappear or change.

yes you don’t understand what i feel. i get it. i’m just someone who somehow ended up in a foreign land trying to do something right with her life on her own and away from the very people that she’s been with generally her entire 2 decades and a quarter period of life including the last 4 years before leaving.

yes you are so right.

yes i wasn’t trying to pour my heart out on that email. i was just communicating but maybe the “can’t believe this is happening” was a mistake. just one line. and now this.

yes i’ll just move on like you did. so that you know that people can move on and still have feelings too.

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(maybe it’s my fault that my heart is transparent even in the last line of an email)

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2 comments on “yes sir, yes sir, 3 bags full

  • hye nad… sihat?
    hrp2 nad ok kt sane.. akak rase akak paham ape nad tulis…
    xpela nad.. skrg nad dh 1 langkah ke hadapan… jgn pndg blkg n pk hal lame..
    setelkan apa yg ada skrg n terus brhadapan dgn yg akan dtg..
    祝你好运…..

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