ku berlari

Published May 27, 2011 by crystalights

usaha tangga kejayaan,

takdir itu pintunya.

.

(will try to wait until the next full moon and speak of the catalogued stories in my mind, hopefully).

[to huda, i’ll write a response to that. (which was actually a response to this, i think)].

.

i guess like my little sister keeps saying: “life is not that straightforward”

i’m trying not to falter under the intensity of everything.

.

tapi kini keadaan hidupku telah jauh berbeda

tak ada lagi hati yg aku tunggu ‘tuk selesai berdandan

aku telusuri jejak-jejak malam yang bertabur bintang

semakin berat hatimu untuk aku lupakan

.

tak pernah aku menyangka

sejauh ini aku melangkah

tak pernah aku menyangka

sedalam ini aku terluka

.

jika hidup terus berputar

biarlah berputar

akan ada harapan

sekali lagi

seperti dulu

.

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for now, what i can do is just run ahead and stop looking back.

.

so i think i kinda understand why izzie cut the LVAD wire.

or why burke concealed his hand tremors.

or why christina doesn’t want a white-gowned wedding.

.

because at the pinnacle of that thin line

there’s just little to less sense of control

you’re aware but you just lost it

.

you come undone underneath it all

.

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