WHATEVER THAT MEANS

Published August 24, 2011 by crystalights

this subject would probably be a great subject, IF it’s the ONLY subject that i’m taking this semester.

but it’s NOT.

it’s NOT the only thing that i have a commitment to, in this semester.

and it isn’t only ME, evryone else is pretty much the same-

we all have OTHER commitments or things that we have to do or attend to.

so isn’t it wiser to think

if it would mean anything if loads of work is submitted for assessment but their quality is jeopardized due to the constraints of TIME+ENERGY+OTHER COMMITMENTS?

i don’t want to complain

give me the tasks, show me the ropes, give me the time, and i’ll try to deliver it as you wish it to be

but if i could not attend your class because i have to attend another class’ crucial activity which constitutes like 35% of that other subjects’ marks

then why couldn’t i be allowed to do my assessments in groups like the ones who could attend?

it’s not like i HAVE A CHOICE to attend both subjects AT THE SAME TIME

it’s not like i WANT to intentionally MISS OUT on YOUR CLASS

it’s not like i’m SNEAKING OFF to attend another subject WITHOUT INFORMING you beforehand.

if you’re talking about time, you DON’T KNOW mine, you don’t know whether or not i can FIND TIME to do it

so why won’t you let me do it the way evrybody else who’s attending is doing it?

why would you make me do a group assignment INDIVIDUALLY?

if you’re saying i couldn’t find the time to do it in groups do you think i would have MORE time to do it INDIVIDUALLY?

do you think that this is like a punishment for me or something?

because seriously, i’ve taken the cane back when i was 15

and even that doesn’t really affect me like this one did.

it’s not the fact that i have to do an assignment on my own,

it’s the fact that i have to do an assignment on my own WITHOUT A RELEVANT REASON.

i feel very disturbed because it feels kinda “absurd”

anyway,

THANK YOU VERY MUCH

I’LL PROBABLY REMEMBER YOU THE MOST IN THE FUTURE LOOKING BACK

WHEN I STAND AMONGST AN AUDIENCE JUST THINKING ABOUT THE ROCKS AND STONES THAT LITTERED THE PATH OF MY BATTLE

YOUR FACE WOULD PROBABLY BE THERE LIKE THE WAY IT DOES WHEN YOUR FACE CHANGES AT MY QUESTIONS

sekian.

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