that was a bit surprising.
because i know you’ve called them, that’s why i was asking you.
why would i call to ask about the same product if i know that someone i know has called before?
why would i ask you if i could ask any other people i know?
i don’t mean to have many questions
but sometimes i just do.
sometimes i can’t control the extent of my inquisitiveness
i can’t always help it if i like making sure of things
i like knowing in detail, in advance
if you don’t wish to see this kind of habit then i apologize for the inconvenience
but i never meant to add more to your list of things to do
never meant to be a burden
i just wanted to know.
if you can’t help me then just tell me you don’t know.
don’t tell me what you think i should do as if i don’t know what to do
of course i know
i just thought that there are other simpler ways of knowing,
like knowing from those who know
i guess i know now
that it’s better to not try to know so much from someone who i thought might know more than i do
because i just have to know from what i can know
not from people whom i thought has known more than what i know.
and by d way,
i was happy today
before all of that happened
1 of my subject’s grade came out.
i got to buy the ingredients that i wanted.
and i met a friend whom i haven’t talked to for a while.
it was all okay,
until that kind of response came.
and now i think i need some distractions.