maybe i’m just angry
because somehow people seem to be able to walk away so easily.
something happens, you get scared, (or possibly overwhelmed by reality or whatever),
and then you disappear.
i just scrape by, pick up the pieces,
fill in the emptiness that people leave behind,
and then i live.
what else is there?
you want in but you don’t want to be completely in.
you want something here, but you don’t want to pay the price.
you want and take and whatever it is that you think you could possibly divulge in,
and then you put in the path to that little “exit clause” and we’re supposed to accept that.
everyone’s supposed to accept that;
but i’m not “everyone”.
i couldn’t undrstand for the life of me, why anyone would choose this for reasons other than their own selfishness.
if things are so difficult for you, don’t you think it’s difficult for me too?
do you think i don’t have some twisted reality that i have to deal with too?
“i’m Bambi”, and nobody’s sticking around much anyway.
i thought that this cause is significant enough for people to hold on and move forward, but it turns out that leaving is so much easier, for so many people.
hate to say this but some people are not even worth my time.