sometimes i can’t help but feel that even making the effort doesn’t put me anywhere near enough to where i want to be.
” i tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn’t even matter”
in this race against time i can’t help but feel that time is not on my side.
that in a few more years i’ll probably be overripe or underrated for this congested market.
whatever that means.
i’ll face it heads up