smtimes i wonder.
if i feel like the eldest child, then what’s the use of the eldest child?
maybe if i am the eldest child, then she would listen to me (?)
(and i can swat her out like a fly? haha *evil laughs*)
but i’m not the eldest child.
and maybe whtever i say is never gonna work, so whatevs.
tak baik pikir mcm ni, kan.
Allah yg takdirkn kn.
aku kena terima.
tak sabar nk start krja again.
so i can have a break frm my real life “reality show” and focus on thngs tht make my parents happy.
so tht i can dream about taking mak to marina bay sands @ singapore (mak saw it on the telly & it looks fascinating). so we want like a proper tourist trip to the lion city. ngeeeee *squeals*