last time

Published October 24, 2015 by crystalights

i can’t help remember the last time

sitting in the hospital, waiting
back and forth and bracing ourselves for the next phase
hearts terrified but nowhere to run

it was real and we had to deal with it the best way that we know how
and it was just us
no one else was really there the way that i wanted them to be
so i got it. that it wasn’t up to anyone.

and now we’re here
and i hope it’s not a repeat of those dark days
bcause i don’t know wht next

there is only uncertainty

i can’t stand my anger sometimes

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