reading, writing, researching, learning new things makes me happy.
but the downside of it is the political game within the institute.
i thought i’d be okay.. but now i’m not so sure.
my colleague talks about org yg pandai “game”. ape2 jd pun terkena kt kau balik.
pas tu ada jgk org yg mcm insensitive kan.
ada duit, ada masa.
pas tu doesn’t really care.
i’m the one picking up the pieces.
and i’m sitting here writing up ths proposal bcause of the msage i got this afternoon that it’s due at 6pm.
i got the msage at 1.08pm.
what is it that is expected of me, really?