i guess i’m jst tired.
and i can’t forget what you said.
just bcause you think he’s not a ‘practicing’ personnel and has no industrial experience,
it doesn’t mean his capabilities or qualifications are irrelevant.
i felt like it was almost an insult to me too.
because i am someone who came with qualifications but i don’t have years of experience too.
are you going to deny a person’s capabilities on such grounds?
does the effort pple put in to complete their studies mean nothing to you?
at least that is his major. it is one that is not the same as yours.
what is your point in telling me all that?
are you trying to say that he is not worthy of questions or consultations in the very field that he is majoring in?
are you saying that he is not worthy of a second opinion in terms of OSH?
even if he hasn’t practiced in the field (yet), it doesn’t make him any less suitable to talk about occupational safety with.
that is his course. he studied it. graduated from it. and is employed to start an entire program of it.
who are we to question his capacity on the mere basis of his suposedly ‘non-existent’ experience?
what about you?
can we say the same thing? about us?
should i be completely honest of what i think you’re capable of regardless of your “yet-to-be-completed” studies?
aku rase takde org lain pn yg judge kau mcm tu because they know you’re getting there (soon).
aku pn treat kau as someone yg dh complete pun qualification nyer, bcause i believe that you are capable, that the difference is just a soon-to-be-completed paper.
mcm dier, wlwpun dier blajar part-time tapi dier still blajar. dan dh complete pun pengajian dier. dh graduate. dan diambil bkerja by the same group of pple who employ you.
if you’re questioning his capabilities are you questioning his employment and simultaneously your own (employment)?
do you think of yourself the same way?
do you know what i think of you?
if you wanna talk about a ‘practicing’ EH personnel, than couldn’t we say the same thing about you?
you have experience, yes, but they’re not all concentrated in this field.
like how your experience is more on public health research than being a ‘practicing’ EH or OSH personnel.
tapi takdela aku nak rub it in your face sbb aku tahu, utk semua org ader laa bhgn2 tertentu yg dier lebih tahu atau lebih mahir.
ada benda yg you know more than me, then ader yg sebaliknya.
itu perkara biase. tak perlu dirumit2kan.
aku just rase mcm kene tampar kot.
because i wanted a second opinion. from him (not you). because the thing that i have to do is the kind of program that he graduated from.
i want to understand.
tapi sriously, today i don’t get you.
maybe the earlier part of today you were just giving suggestions
(wlwpun aku mcm agak panas hati sbb you keep telling me what i already know or what i don’t have to hear sbb aku rase kau tak faham situation aku perfectly.
you keep telling me things like: kenape tak buat mcm ni, kenape tak kluarkn je mcm tu, mcm la salah aku that things didn’t work out at that time.
mcm la aku tak fikir dan tak pernah cube selesaikan dgn cara yg similar dgn ape yg ko ckp tu. mcm la aku a complete imbecile who doesn’t know how to do her job properly.
dh la ko ckp ko ingatkan aku dh siap keje aku sdgkn ko tahu aku dh buat ape yg mampu dibuat before cuti and even bile aku balik dari cuti pun masih ada lg yg baru submit paper, mcmane keje aku nak siap? takkan aku nak key-in kosong kot?
aku tahu la ko dh siap keje kau, tapi tgokla content kiter kan tak same. ko dpt finish lessons earlier, aku tak dpt. so aku just terime je la ape yg jadi, i can’t move the entire universe just for them).
but anyway, i guess i just brushed that aside kot sbb maybe you were just trying to help. in your own way.
tapi bile aku ckp psl the changes and the discussion that i intend to do, ko tibe2 feed me with your views on his lack of practice and experience and whatnot.
habis ko nk aku buat ape?
discuss with you?
and get what? an opinion of whatever you think is ‘important’? (like the rest of my morning?)
if i was the old me, i wouldn’t have let you get away with all that. sriously. sometimes i just think things like: “this isn’t even worth my time”.
how do you even let yourself say the things that you say when you know that everybody’s situation isn’t the same and evryone’s opinion might differ.
how do you even dare to question me of my knowledge of what his qualification is equivalent to?
i may not know everything, but not everything we know or have interest in is completely quintessential to evaluate a person’s standing in the field.
not evrything that you know is the ultimate important thing.
don’t have to be too full of yourself, just because you think it’s important doesn’t mean it’s important.
just because you think it’s right doesn’t mean it’s right.
just deal with the fact that you might not be right. that reality might’ve somehow escaped you and you end up trapped in your own point of views.
why can’t you see that sometimes other pple are not more wrong than you are less right?
what’s the point of a conversation if you only want to let pple know of how right you are?
is that a conversation. or a dictatorship?