a lot of things might have happened differently than how we planned it to be
as for me
i want a lot of things
a lot of which i think wasn’t entirely for me,
i planned and wanted them that way anyway.
but then, it didn’t exactly happen that way
like a train off its tracks,
some things went wayy off their plans.
but even then,
the thing is that, it isn’t your plans that sets the track
the one that sets it is the one that created you
because it wasn’t your plans that sets the track, when things happen differently than your plans, it doesn’t mean that you’re derailed of your whole life course.
it could just mean that this is your track.
of course you have free will, and of course you have your choices and paths to choose, but you also have and will always have the conditions and circumstances that puts you there by fate & destiny that Allah has willed for you. you also have and will always have everything (else) fated for you, despite all or any of the choices you make.
in fact, your choices and their outcomes has always been known by your Lord.
because the one who created you knows the choices that you will make and the outcomes of each path you choose or not choose,
Allah’s knowledge encompasses and surpasses all.
things might not be all bright all the time but
i want to have faith.
i know that this could be a test that i will have to endure
because a lot of times in the past, i didn’t really pass. those things that i’m supposed to endure and overcome.
let’s do this.
insyaAllah, tuhan takkan menzalimi kita semua.
sekarang aku just fikir,
dlm keberadaan aku di sini
apa yg terbaik yg aku boleh lakukan?
supaya ada tempat utk aku mencari rahmat-Nya,
what is the best that i can do?