1. it’s winter.
a season of heaters.
and then the electric bill kinda went ballistic. it’s $951.29 for july. we had to split it to 5 and pay. and i feel like it’s my fault because bfore i came, the house bill was never like this. the monthly payment was supposed to include the bills but now that this bill went up that high, we had to pay the bill on top of the current monthly payment. i feel like it’s my fault because i can’t really handle the cold.
2. so now i have to figure out how to cut back on the heater and endure it.
3. i’m on my own now.
in this empty house.
my (ex) housemate moved out this morning. the rest haven’t returned from their homeland yet (probably until aftr mid september), and another one of my (ex) housemate has finished her studies, graduated last saturday, and returned home early this week. i think i’m really on my own now.
4. i figured that one way to get things off my mind is to make myself busy with whatever i can get my head on. at least it’s probably better to be too busy to realize that you’re on your own.
6. i hurt my back while baking in the kitchen. and as usual i’m not sure if it’s okay to use my OSHC insurance because of my current status.
7. i don’t really know how to really go through this semester without breaking (apart).